If things are better this way.

Saturday, December 27, 2014 :

MY BUDDY,MY SISTER,MY MOTHER,THE PRICK.




Dear Elvea,

I think writing letters for such a joyous occasion is too mainstream. Here I am,not packed for Bali but writing you a Christmas post for you,you better start being appreciative. You know yourself that you are such a prick in my life with all that constant nagging and scoldings but I know deep inside you care for me. I know you don't want ME to hurt me. You don't want to see me die by my own hands. I really appreciate how you always look out for me although at times you may forget my existence but itzzzokay. Thank you for all the things you've done for me which I can never repay back to you. You have always been very supportive of my aspirations I have for myself. I'm really really thankful for having you in my life cause without you there wouldn't be humour for me to laugh at! HAHAHA! You believed in me when no one would and when I myself wouldn't. You have always stick by my side,guiding me when I go astray or when my demons gets the better of me. You always had my back and you'll never let me down. This year 2014 was supposedly a good year for me but I feel that it is still a good year cause I've learnt alot out of this year and probably you would have too. 2015 is coming round the corner,let's,let go of all the things that don't make us better and cut off all of the things that brings us down. Going back to the past which is already lost doesn't change anything in the future,neither bringing the past back into the future would do any good.  I want you to always remember that I would always be here for you anytime any day whenever you need me to be. I'll keep a lookout for you like how you had done for me. 2014 may have been such a bad year through tough days,through all the challenges we faced everyday but we both must always remember that we have each other. I want you to be who you are and not think of what people think of you. Be that Princess and I'm saying this doesn't mean you can be all princessy next year.... I know I may sometimes be an annoying prick but that is tough love my friend. HAHAHA! When you read this I'll probably be on the plane to Bali already,(FINALLY FREEDOM FROM YOU :> ) so I say put your hands up and we toast to a brand new year, a brand new chapter in our lives, to a brand new beginning, to an awesome year ahead. Take care of yourself BEST BUDDY and I'll see you next year. Till then... I wish you all the best in whatever you do, God Bless &  MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU~



    


REMEMBER: To be yourself, be who you are and not worry about what people think of you.




With Love,
Mannan Abdul




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