If things are better this way.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 :

uh fuck off?

to you asshole,

you dont have the right to judge me.you are no where close to my friend and you pass a flying comment thinking you are what fucking dope?and please dont judge me for you do not know me?i think you are just pure retarded.you think you are one fucking cool kid?i think i look better even though im botak.now suck that.you think by making a statement like that you would feel more superior then me?by saying that you will get the chance to love her?i repeat again you are just purely retarded.gosh,why do i even bother entertaining you and your shit.so what if im fat.does it affect your life?does it trouble you?does it affect your family?does it affect your hair?knncbmofo.so what if she dont like me?you think she would like you?you think you fit the bill?fuck man,i thought im worse,your worser.so suck that.really fuck off la chee hong kia.knncbplusallthevulgaritiesiknow.

sorry about the extensive use of vulgarities.just had to let it out.i promise i will have a proper update soon.still fuck you asshole.


heartfelt at 11:14 PM

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 :

the weekend.

appreciation dinner,astronomy activity,to powerhouse,booze,chicks,good ol' RnB,dancefloor,lansing lansing with bangs,inside joke,great company,great time,slack over at bukit merah macs,home sweet home,on saturday,woke up at 12pm,went to work at iluma,funny dressing,adorable kids,steamboat for chun yang and keane's birthday,epic laughter,over to nabins to drink,sheesha,great amibience,great company,good laughs,hell lots of fun,first bus home,woke up at 12pm again,went for work,as usual gave out balloons,got called uncle,wth,went home,went out to buy groceries,i guess its better left like this,i know i had been childish,forgive me,its very cold talking to you,forgive me for being to open,i dont know its me or you,i dont know why i would feel that way, i shall not hope for anything anymore,perhaps i just think too much,a little bit too much,i guess i havent seen the world yet and goodbye then.


heartfelt at 11:30 PM

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Friday, July 10, 2009 :

a beautiful day.


yes i will wait for you,
as the good ol' saying goes,
patience is a virtue.


heartfelt at 12:45 AM

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Sunday, July 5, 2009 :

right to love.


someday.

the weekends can be considered over and i have not done anything productive.seriously in deepest shit you can ever imagined.anyways on saturday meet up with the boys for gym in the morning and out to town in the afternoon.we just walked around,eat and laugh our asses off.and cheryl obsession for that Mr. dont-know-what-sitting-on-books.so we supported her and we got ourselves our very own LittleMiss and Mr.went over to wai cheong place in the night for rock band-ing,dota,mahjong and texas poker.i swear rock band rocks but i can only play easy mode.so noob.shall go play again some day.i think i get the grasp of the game.make sure you have money to play and always maintain that poker face cause it does help.so went home early in the morning and i slept in the bus.the journey feels like 3mins and i missed my stop.lucky only 1 stop.so went home sleep likea dog,and woke up at 3pm.the weather is such a bitch i decided to stay home.just like that my weekend burn-ed.school 9am tomorrow,im dreading it.goodnight people.

and your smile melts my heart,
your my sunshine.

the sun always shine after the rain,
showing its beauty,
the rainbow.


heartfelt at 11:54 PM

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Saturday, July 4, 2009 :

all around me are familiar faces.

hey world,its been sometime since this space been touched.time to give it a little touch.nothing much had been happening.lets talk about common test results man.i failed EDCAD with a score of what 36?i know its damn bad,will try harder next time.must.scored 77 for my SOM module and got 80 flat for FM.i think this 2 modules at the only modules i ever gotten nearest to an A for common test.great achievement?maybe just pure luck.my SOM teacher felt insulted cause i sleep in class and never listen to him yet can achieved such results.well there was much joy today as the SOM class was brighten with laughters eh.hahaha!i guess last minute hard work pays off,but this doesnt guarantee good results.its just a risk you have to take.

on thursday had my sub-comm meeting and dissapointingly im in Blood Donation Drive.and yes according to kai,"those people in this comm have a good heart" want to kana the dash-underscore-dash face ah.so i just have to suck it and live with it.coudlnt get freshmen party,this one also can ah.and so meeting and after what it seems endless discussion, my job is somehow quite relac one.manpower!so i guess thats it for sub-comm meeting.and i just have to live with some people. :D

perhaps a little bit of reflection yes?i have to take things slowly and never rush.most importantly believe in myself.

okays im meeting the peeps for gym tomorrow.im thinking a way to drag myself out of bed and be in school at 9am.good luck.time to hit the sack.goodnight people.

i would smile,
looking at number 40,
it never fail to brighten my day.


heartfelt at 2:02 AM

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009 :

random.

its time i live up to this fear,
face it like a man,
overcome rejections.

sometimes i need to learn,
to find a way out of my own shit,
and dont depend too much on people.

i need you to trust me,
and have faith in me.
i wouldnt be that someone in your past.
i am willing to fight for it,
as long you are able to accept it.
i know its not going to be an easy ride,
but im prepared to face it.
goodnight world.




heartfelt at 12:08 AM

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