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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 :

finally its the end of '08.

hi world.time passes by very fast and we cant even feel it.the clocks keeps on going and never stops.i remembered last year this very day,i was still somewhat schooless waiting for my results.the anxiousness and the anticipation was a killer.so i moved on with life,leaving some people back and got myself into NP.i would say i did regret getting into mechanical engineering but i never regret getting a place in NP.all the friends i had made,makes me think again of switching poly.ive made many friends through camps,events and gatherings.but again in relationships theres always bound to have hatred,jealousy and anger.so i moved through the months struggling and enjoying poly life.got myself in NPSU which was a stepping stone to more things in life.the nice people i meet there.K3,wai cheong and co. and kah ho and co. .they were fantastic people to be with.with joy all around and laughters everywhere.we were happy most of the time.so its goes on and on and on till i get my very 1st sem resulst.with a pathetic GPA i think i should really buck up and work hard.but again my motivation runs out easily.i will be motivated for a period of time and after awhile i will just slack.so moving on again,attended a few camps and i certainly enjoyed myself.and oh yeah it has been a year since i moved in with my uncle and now im moving out.anyone wants to adopt me?haha.im moving back to grandma place where internet would not ba available.so if anyone wants to contact me,just give me a beep.and so in a wink of an eye,2008 comes to the end.certainly a memorable one,where i learnt many lessons in life.and so before the new year begins,i would like to apologise to anyone out there who thinks i owe them an apology or i had done something wrong to them.i hope to be forgiven.cause it doesnt feels right if someone out there is still angry and bearing grudges when the new year begins.so now is the time to post up some new year resolutions.people have ten but i will have only 4.cause its impossible to change 10 things in your life for 12 months.and you dun write for the sake of filling up the 10 resolutions.u write it,you have to do it.so here it goes.

1)Reduce my weight to 80.
2)Be more cheerful then sorrowful.
3)Excel in my studies.
4)Be a better magician.

and all that i wanna say have been said.so i hope you guys would enjoy your new year's eve which i am going to enjoy later.i have a feeling that 2009,would be a better year.so happy new year to everyone out there.cheers :)



HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!


-the tears welled up,
trying to put a brave front.


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Monday, December 29, 2008 :

the magic hall.

hello world.today me and co went to catch yes man! over at amk hub.the movie was fantastic.and people out there dont be a no man.but do say yes to anithing.lols.so after that went to plaza singapura to eat and buy some stuff.went over to the magic hall at concorde hotel.and this guy,solomon showed us some really i swear freaking cool magic.he was fantastic.his finale was omgwtfhowdidhedothat kind of thing.hes really cool man.he got my respect.then after that went back to plaza sing carls jr to slack.chit chat and some magic show.lols.i think i can be better.they were good audience too.then we went home afterwards.today is a great day.it open my mind to magic and i wanna learn more.cheers.


this is solomon.hes a magician.





-sighs,when will this ever end.


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Sunday, December 28, 2008 :

such days should not exist.

im here to update another in my life.nothing much happened today.jus went to gym with aizat and slack around at home.there was nothing much to do.so im looking forward to the last few days of 2008.and enjoy myself before hell starts.cheers.


here are the photos of the gathering.im only uploading photos that feature me.haha.enjoy~

Enjoying Ourselves.


The Ladies.


The Organiser.

Group Photos.







The Vain One Itself.

Long Lost Wrestling Buddy.

My classmate whom migrated to Aus after PSLE.


cheers.
-and now where did the lion go.


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why did you come around again.

hello lovely people.i just came back from my pri school reunion dinner.it was so good to see all of them again.although i do not know some,but my priority was to see this guy.Hyrul.hes been what i can say best childhood friends when we were 10 years old.i still remember the times when we were in pri 4.we always play wrestling after school,go his house as he has mini playground in his home and fight in class.aww i kinda miss those old days.so today we all met up at 5pm at clementi.hm let me try recall every single one of em'.there was me,hyrul,haiqal,fareez,khairiah,both jasmine,jenny,crystal,karen,ronald,daryl,yi liang,hock sing,maurice,jian sheng,ling feng,sue fei,carmel,wei hao,johnathan,rohan,audrey,nicholas,shawn,kah beng,jing cheng,teck yee(i think spell like this) and andrew.sorry if i missed out anyone.seriously everyone has changed.all became more pretty and handsome,while i stay the same.so we went to sakura near west coast plaza.the food there was fantastic but the price was also fantastic.had so much international cuisine.i love their cheese prawns.but the pizza was a turn off.so we chatted,did some catching up,took many photos and knowing those we dont know.and coincidentally this girl sue fei is wai cheong classmate and nicholas is a guy whom i have seen around in school before but i dont know he is my pri sch mate.so we had lots of fun.then some had to leave early.after that we bus-ed to town and we slack around while waiting for teck yee to come.then we went off.this girl jenny,she migrated to brisbane after her psle.and she came back ytd to join us for our reunion.and shes flying off tml.and she jus finished high school.how cool is that.so have a safe trip long lost friend and do come back to visit us. :) and so this memorable day ended and i certainly found my long lost friend hyrul.cheers.

pictures would be uploaded once they pass to me.



-if only the lamb was blind,
and couldnt see the lion ugliness.


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Saturday, December 27, 2008 :

wouldnt it be lovely?

hello peeps.today was quite a tiring day.went to school to gym with jo,kah ho and aizat.quite intensive today.lols.then the plan was to follow kah ho and slack with his friends.so went to bishan J8 to meet them.end up kah ho and his friends were going to his friend place.so me,aizat and jo got kinda ps-ed.but its alrights ah.went to mac to slack and had brunch.we talked so much bout our lives,our past and the present.we rated each and everyone of our friends.and all i have to say is all were good :) .after that i wanted to get a bicycle deck.so we bus-ed down to far east which took around 45mins.damn long ok.so we had to rush to concorde hotel.and we did what we call embarassing ourselves in the middle of orchard road.we played the F1.we raced down orchard road.it was damn retarded yet fun.with all the vrooms and zooming past people,we certainly annoyed some people.lols.so we reached the place called The Magic Hall.the shop is darn cool okays.bought the cheapest bicycle deck so i could practice.and the guy showed us a trick.i swear it was darn freaking cool.gonna learn it someday.anyone wants to take me as their student? went home after that.so cheers people.tml gonna meet up pri school people for reunion.cheeros.

-if the lion looked ugly,
and the lamb accepted him for what he is. :)



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Thursday, December 25, 2008 :

i may be gone very soon.

hello good people of the earth.i jus came back not long ago from kah ho place after a night of h-t-h-t,fun,joy,sorrow and everything lahs.there was me,loga,phoebe,josiah,xiao ting,aizat,lynette,kah ho and vanessa.we had great talk together and we learn some things we do not learn in textbooks.i can see how fragile a relationship would be if neither party wouldnt trust each other.oh well complicated.oh yeah watched passion of christ for general knowledge and the understanding of their history.the movie was good and it clearly illustrated how much pain HE went through.we camwhored,chit chat.the next day woke up around 11plus.aizat said he had a great dream.everybody showered and went to thomson plaza for subway.the sandwich not bad ah.then went back kah ho place slack till evening.so went back home around 8 plus.and i was just told by my uncle to move back to grandma house.so i guess i wont be able to go online till late at night.and it will take effect from the 1st day of school.oh well,this happens when u dont have a home of your own. :) if only dad was a good man,santa would surely have given him a great present.cheers.


'Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best'
-Miserable At Best


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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 :

Merry Christmas.

hello everyone.before i go out i would like to wish everyone who celebrates christmas a merry christmas.today i would be staying over at kah ho's place with the usual co. .and i think we gonna have superb fun.well see you people after christmas.cheers :)








p/s:guys dun play already.its getting awkward and i wont fall for her.


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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 :

beast and the harlot.

ANE CAMP

ok im gonna talk about ANE camp in this post.so basically the roles me and co. were sai kang(shit work).we were kinda ordered to bring food,make water and do butter hill.but it was a joyful one as we self-entertained ourselves.we joked about almost anything.DH joke was the best.lols.we took many photos,played with trash bags,play with water,sing songs and many crazy stuffs.i will not say anithing negative here so as not to offend anyone.overall the camp was good. :)

Yesterday-Monday

met jo,kah ho and daniel for gyming session before meeting up loga then vanessa over at queensway cause she wanna get a bag.so walked around and talked many many.went home bathe then out to meet lynette and aizat for dinner at ayam penyet at lucky plaza.soon sheryl came then we went to slack at the mac there.we crapped bout so many stuffs and loga being the vasantham star and lynette needed help to clear cockraches from her house.lols.so while talking kah ho said his aunty invited us over to singapore art museum for pizzas and wine.so we had white wine and pizza which tasted really good.and oh sheryl cannot drink cause if she does her face will turn red.haha.so took a long 111 ride home.thanks kah ho's aunty for the dinner/supper. :)

pictures would be uploaded later.for ANE camp photos please go to chun yang blog.thanks.


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Sunday, December 21, 2008 :

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb?

hello people.im back from Astro camp.but i will talk about NPSU TBC.
TBC was okay but i prefer other camps compared to this cause this camp we had to lead and learn something while having fun.yet again with some pranks and sabotaging acts,i think the camp was filled with joy,laughter and scandal(heh.).so anyways the games we play is like what we always play at camps but in this camp we have to reflect wat we learned from the games.at the end of it all we had interview so as to whether we could be GL or Crew.i dun mind getting either one but it would be bonus to be a GL.so nothing much about the camp.cheers.
here some photos i had from Astro camp.Sai Kang Warriors(Crew) is what we are;and we do self-entertainment :)






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Thursday, December 18, 2008 :

im off again.

to all my blog visitors.i will be going off for another camp this weekend.will try my best to update when i come back about TBC.see you guys after the weekend.
have a nice weekend.


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Monday, December 15, 2008 :

Chui Man.

hello people,im back from TBC.i will do a long post in the next post with pics and stuff.but briefly,i enjoyed the camp greatly and had really really tons of fun by sabotaging and singing random birthday songs.and did things i never believed i did.hahahaha.am very sorry to people i sabo many many.lols.one of them namely valli-appan.overall it was super great camp and i hope i can be a GL.cheers.get well soon vanessa.!
so lookout for the next post.


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Friday, December 12, 2008 :

normality.

hello people.am here trying to take a break from studying so much of eng mech.today had no tests so went down to school to pass wax some forms.then meet susiah and guys.me and susiah went queensway to get the dickies tan plaid bag.super nice la.and oh.i went in to this shop.this is wat happened.

me:*walks towards the shop,looks around just to see whether they sell brazilian praia or surfers paradise.*

this guy/lady/not sure dressed in high cut sneakers,hot pants and zipped up sweaters sitting cross legged and looks at me.

guy/lady/not sure:*gets down from seat*hello can i help you?(in a so-called-sweet voice)

me:nothing.thanks.
and the worse part is.he or she got down and said hello while giving a ultra super sexy cat walk.
i was like wtf?walked off with susiah quickly.and was like wtf-ing away.

so took bus to join the rest at ngee ann city.slack around and then patrol around town.slack at carls jr at far east.crapped and laugh alot man.seriously.tummyache man.vanessa join us soon after.and what they say bout the ice lemon tea with the whole bottle of salt in it.salty :) .then walked around far east.and susiah was deciding which bag to get.and earlier on at heeren spin he bottle.susiah couldnt make up his mind cause the bag was super duper damn nice?!then after that went off.and tml would be the last paper for the common test.and saturday would be TBC.so i guess see you peepos again on monday.have a great weekend.cheers.

am gonna do something that will ease my mind this x'mas. :)


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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 :

Please Drop By This Christmas Santa.

omggg.
the new vans are in store in miz-29.i like the new chukka.i like the vans era.and the invictus belt is radical man.omgg.tempted to buy them all sia.arghhs.
dear mr santa,
i was a goodgoodgood boy all year long so please drop by and get me all of them.
i wan the vans chukka :(

amsoinlovewithVanS.

cheers mr santa.

oh yea bo jong:wo men hui yong yuan zai ni shen bian

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Saturday, December 6, 2008 :

we all live to be a kid.

hello people.been a long time since i last post.so here's a brief summart of what had been happening.

Thursday
went to school for cat's classes as usual.but it started to rain when my soccer SnW was about to begin.and the coach wanted to do PT.and i lazy do so volunteer do make up the following day with some of the people.

Friday
went for SnW make up lessons.and how i wish i would go to this class every week.hehe.cause the number of girls is more then the guys i think.or equal.so anyways.training was ok but my touches like shit le.blahs.then rushed home and back to school again for maths remedial.i was an hour late.and when i reacher there.guess wat my teacher said.

me:hello teacher.i come already.
teacher:ahh.my blue eye come already.
me:blue eye?wads blue eye?
teacher:teachers pet la.
me:wah how come i become your pet.nonono.
people around me was laughing at me man.super -________-"(inside joke)

so anyways after went to gym with jo and guys.after gym went to KAP to lepak and study.we ended up gossiping and craping.super funny siol.and i think i understood the Eg2 topic on differentiation better thanks to Mr Tan KH.hes a very good teacher.ok la not so good.lols.went home after that.

Today
today can say would be the lousiest day of the week.slept till like 1pm.dota and did revision for a bit.and went to bathe.when i wanna come out.my cat was freaking outside the toilet waiting for me.he was like meow-ing in an angry tone.so i was scared to come out.i was like terrorized for like 15 mins not daring to go out of the toilet sia.lucky my aunty came and give my cat food.and he went away.then i got change and wanted to go my grandma house,once again i was terrorised so.from 630 to 730 i didnt dare step out of my room.my cats is dam fierce i tell you.and once again my aunty came out and gave him food.so he sat at on corner and started to emo.while i went out.i love my grandma man.she pass me some money ask me buy dinner.anything.so i went tiong bahru and bought indonesian grill and noodles.so when i wanted to order the fried fish noodle,the lady could not understand english.so i was like shit.how to order.i tried to order in english but she couldnt understand so i tried my best to come out with all this.im sorry if it doesnt spells correctly.haha.

lady:ni yau summore?
me:uh yi ge fried fish noodle ah.
lady:ah ni ke yi jiang hua yi,hui summore bu you jiang.
me:wo ke yi jiang yi tian tian.
lady:ni chai na ni lai?
me:wo shi malay ren.
lady:oh.
me:uh wo yau yu nai and ban mian noodle.
lady:ok.

and i was like thank god she understood.lols.i think my chinese is good haha.went home and grandma said the indo grill was good.and i went home.
sorry for the lenghty post.so a few upcoming events.
-hari raya haji.
-common test
-TBC!

cheers.

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008 :

Guess.

share with you people.

Josiah says (12:34 AM):
yea.. you are special what
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
yeaps
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
lols
Josiah says (12:35 AM):
u are cute, funny, happy, bring joy along with u wherever u go.. unique!
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
aww
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
serious bo
Josiah says (12:35 AM):
ya
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
thanks

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next one:

hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:35 AM):
*erhem* ehh?
Josiah says (12:35 AM):
lol
Josiah says (12:36 AM):
adorable, sweet, innocent, close to perfect.. (for my expectation) and smart too!(forget to put)
Josiah says (12:36 AM):
who else u wanna know?
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:37 AM):
wah seh

hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:37 AM):
u die already
Josiah says (12:37 AM):
why die?
Josiah says (12:37 AM):
wth
hey there Mannan. linguistic capacity is what you lack. says (12:37 AM):
im gonna post it on my blog

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cheeros master.


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Tuesday, December 2, 2008 :

i want a early christmas present.

hello people.im feeling rather peaceful right now.dont really know why.today has lessons like normal.then went off gym awhile do some bench and incline.so many things ran through my mind today.and i still cant accept it.am sorry for not being the mannan you guys used to know before.u know sometimes i wonder when would my 1st wish ever gonna happen.or it will never happen.sighs.i do really hope it does come true.ill be a happy kid.
a friend told me:live your life for urself and not for others.but wouldnt that be selfish?sighs.

p/s:please dont be.
p/s2:im not gonna eat lunch on wed,thurs and fri.support me if you see me.heh.

the person who believe i would make it.


















'loving someone isnt bout being with her,
is doing anything to see her happy'. -teejay


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Monday, December 1, 2008 :

my nose is smooth.

hi guys.today woke up at around 2pm and chill around before gyming with aizat.went tiong bahru mac to study.so while studying i got hungry.i went to order double cheeseburger.so while they are doing my order.this lady ordered mega mac spicy.

lady:1 that one.*points at mega mac spicy*
counter guy:upsize?
and she said the most ridiculous stuff ever.
lady:fullsize.
LOLS!
me:*smiles*
funny man.

after that went home and lepak.
oh i forgot.lets welcome the month of december.
have a great week ahead.cheers.


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