Sunday, February 22, 2009 :

sperry top sider.

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 :

fucking sad day.

hello readers.im in a dilemma and i plan to go on a hiatus for a moment.yesterday had been a really really bad day in this new year 2009.to start of with what happen to me,i went to barber to get my hair done.and i planned to do tribal to side of my head and it turned out to be checkered.now how sad is that.so brixton is gonna be my best friend for another 2 weeks till my hair grows out again.heh.

earlier went to school for the prep camp meeting.its held at changi beach.its like so far uh.out of the many only a few-ties turned up.during the meeting there were a few good laughs.with one of them being daniel afraid of ghost at changi beach.and wai cheong likes gays.heh.

so im right now at daniel's place getting shagged over dota and the rest asleep.i swear daniel place has so much junk food,that i would be a sumo wrestler if i live for a year here.had been munching potato chips,ferrero rocher,sweets and plain water for the past what 5 hours?sighs.earlier in the day went to chom chomp for great food.had so much food:stingray,carrot cake,bbq-ed chicken wings,western food and a huge glass of longan.i have not been gyming for quite sometime and i think im getting bigger.shall start hardcore anorexic soon.heh.

cheers.

-i sometimes wonder to myself,
why love must be forbidden,
cause of religion,
cause of looks,
cause of race.
why cant love consist,
of sincerity,
of understanding,
and acceptance

a good friend told me,
you dont try,you wont know.
i told him i wanted try,
but i already knew.
so where does the meaning go?

a talk with one of my best friend,
a long bus journey out from food paradise.
we talked bout how relationships affect friendships,
we talked bout how i would fair.
it did not turn out to be good.
as i expected i was never good enough.
a high standard person she was,
a person with great wealth,
neither am i exaggerating on the facts,
but jus laying the truths forth.

internet seems to link people,
from places to places.
i somehow linked to my friend ,
to the other side,
he told me to go all the way,
i was pessimistic,
i said it couldnt be,
another told me,
i would regret,
if i hadnt,
in the end.

the news was broken,
i understood it.
i knew i was right,
and yes i was.
so now i shall have no thought of it,
its not as if the world is gonna fail,
if things dont turn out right,
im asking nature for help,
to take its course,
and surely hoping one day,
it does turn out right.

how sad it is for love to be forbid,
due to differences in the two,
are the wedding bells gonna ring,
when we are old,
this question opens up,
the world inside me,
to think of the possiblity,
and the possibilty,
is opposite of me.

so we come to the end,
of another chapter,
where the writer,
just writes what he thinks,
and his pessimistic thought,
a writer that can never be good,
as his content was never,
to be understooded.
what was said could be,
nonsensical,comical joke,
to him it was a feeling of thoughts.
deep down.

please dont jusdge,
based on my thoughts.
do have a nice week ahead.







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Saturday, February 14, 2009 :

V Day.

a happy valentines to all my readers.today yet another normal day we go through like any other saturday of the week.what makes it so special today that we mus show our love, our affection for somebody we like/love on this day.why do we need valentines day to show all these.so if theres no valentines day.there wouldnt be love?bah.it might seem that im angry cause i have no one to declare my love and im jus here to vent my anger on this space.but come to think of it,no valentines day,no love?logical?nope. like my fren quoted on his blog.

"Not everyone has everything that they want. You may have something and be blinded by the joy of it but when you snap out of it that's when you really know what you have lost for good.Some one loves you but some one else loses the love for you.it is an ongoing cycle.AND some of us are just caught in the climax of it."

for the past 1 year in poly,life has taught me many things.amongst those are best friends are hard to find.they could be your hi-bye friends or even those kind of friends who needs you for entertainment.but rarely we come across someone whom we would share our sorrows,joy and problems with.out of the many only a handful would be there in times of hardship and go through it with you.

on a brighter note gonna meet these people later on.thank you brother and sisters.thank you cupid.cheers.

-doesnt hav to be beautiful on the outside,
as long as it is beautiful in the inside.

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Friday, February 13, 2009 :

it takes more than pure inteligence.

im right now in maths lessons.supposed to do some eng mech ending up doing this quiz cause i was tagged by someone to do it.so here it goes.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Mannan.

2.A four Letter Word : Miss?

3.A boy's Name : Monmon.

4. A girl's Name : Malice.

5. An occupation : Magician

6. A color : Magenta(SorryBro.heh.)

7. Something you'll wear : Mask.

8. A food : MacDonalds.(that was easy!)

10. Something found in the bathroom: Mustard(anyhow only)

11. A place : Melbourne

12. A reason for being late : Meditating?lol.

13. Something you'd shout : Mak Kau

14. A movie title : Monsters Inc.

15. Something you drink : Mustard.(ran out of ideas)

16. A musical group : Mayday Parade

17. An animal : Monkey(sounds familiar)

18. A street name : My Way On The Highway?(possible.)

19. A type of car : Mini Cooper.

20. The title of a song : Mary Jane

Now is the best part,since most of my friends are tagged by this evil person who tag me..i shall tag valliappan,wman,doreen tan and those who think i will think of them to do this shit man.i think that makes up to ten ehh.hehe.cheers.

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 :

heartfelt at 12:02 AM

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Saturday, February 7, 2009 :

ok how?

This Sperry Boatshoe.



Or

The VanS Zapatos.


cheeriostos.


-i lost my senses,
to a beautiful heart.

heartfelt at 7:18 PM

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Monday, February 2, 2009 :

A Final Reminder.

hey there mannan.this is your to-do-list.be discipline and finish all this shits.cheers.

Must DO:
-maths mol/revision.(7%)[DONE]
-maths tutorials(10%) [DONE]
-economics tutorials [DONE]
-economics project [DONE]
-CATS project [DONE]
-study maths [DONE]
-study eng mech
-eng mech web tutorials [DONE]
-do compro exercises(submit to calleidh) [DONE]
-do all the above.

exam timetable:
-EG 2(20/02/2009)friday [DONE]
-EngMech(26/02/2009)thursday



-time for the last breath,
to breathe.

heartfelt at 1:47 PM

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Sunday, February 1, 2009 :

half naked under the night sky.

hello everyone.im now in loga's place with daniel by myside and the rest on the matress sleeping.phoebe,vanessa,sheryl,aizat and loga got tired of entertaining me with my "do you think everybody deserve a second chance".heh.im awake feeling bored and not sleep to play dota for abit.the past week wasnt much but a few things that registered in my mind.there were happy and dissapointing moments in a single week.i saw what i hoped not to see and happy that what i hoped for came true.gyming was still ok but seriously need to catch up with my studies like soon.oh yeah earlier in the day,helped loga and his production crew with his shoot.i think its like an eye opener for me to see how this acting industry works.from happy moments to frustrating ones,i have gone through it as a handyman.haha.so have a great weekend which is about to end and a great week ahead.cheeriostos.

-to sort my messed mind,
to know whom i love.
soon enough,
they will realize.

heartfelt at 5:40 AM

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