Thursday, December 31, 2009 :
Goodbye Twenty-O-Nine.
what have you done.
like everyone who owns a blog,im going to reflect on the past year.time moves so fast,so fast that we dont realise.the past year have been a roller coaster ride going up and down and making sharp turns that hurts deeply.we laugh,we cry,we love and we got ourselves heartbroken.lets take a look at memory lane.
this year,the vits ushered the new year with a walk.a walk that took a year to reach home.we had fun with one another looking at fireworks and saying our resolutions.we have been together for a year or so,going through ups and downs in our journey.we provide listening ears to our brothers,protection to our sisters and love to every single one of us.i hope we do stay like this till we are old,when we have kids.i make sure my kids bullies all your kids.lol!
april is a month where i made many new friends.going through FOC 09/10 as a GL is one of my many best achievements i have in 2009.being a GL is really something that one will never forget.it is the experience of a lifetime.although it could be tiresome but the fun we had is just never enough.the hardwork we put in the march holidays,all paid off.from the scoldings to looking at how our freshie smile,its just the best thing a person could ever experience.
as i look upon the month of june,i remembered the friday morning shower.everyone must believe that whats living now will die later.he had always be someone who gives me the strength to work hard in life,guiding me through and teaching me how to survive.hes someone that i could depend on besides my friends. and hes the one that understands me the most.everyone at one point of time will lose someone they love.its how life kicks us down and makes us stronger in every possible ways we could.
every single month is a new chapter for me.to see how out heart is so fragile by words.i gave my heart and got it smashed.i feel so deep and i never could get out.i lost my faith in every single one.love like life knocks you down so hard that we cry at times,looking at ourselves and turn pessimistic.the only way out is to suck it and move on with life.
friends have been a pillar of strength in my life.they were the ones to guide me in life,be it bad or good they are always someone who would be there.this year people come and go.we make friends we lose friends.we can never have the best of both worlds.im thankful to every single one for making my 2009 a meaningful one.from love to club to sorrow to everything.thank you.
a note to myself.i am not going to make any resolutions this year but just a few in my mind to keep me going in 2010.whatever i started im going to stop it.im not go on empty promises that i usually make but just to keep this in mind and to keep me healthy.
so here im at the final hours on 2009 with no plans at hand.looking back at how fast 2009 went by.2009 gave me its worst shits and the best happy moments.this year haven been really something.i had loved and lost and this makes me a much stronger man.so as we bid farewell to 2009,lets all hope that 2010 will be a better year ahead filled with many adventures and a whole new ride for every single one of us.embrace the moment looking at the future.hopefully my karma meter restarts as a new year start.
to Vitamins :thanks for being there in my deepest sorrows.thanks for being a bunch of crazy people that i can go crazy with.thanks for the times we had fun and laugh our asses off.thanks for being the people i could depend on.although we might have misunderstandings here and there,we are still people who love one another.lets hope for better time to come in 2010.we took a year to reach kah ho's aunty place this year,how long are we gonna take this year?lets get a mass vitamins outing where every single one of us turn up again k.it was a joyful xmas with you guys.now that everyone in vits are 18,lets go lancing lancing.let aunty phoebe wear dress again.HAHAHA!and may loga become more fairer.HAHAHA!LOL!lurbxies euhhs giiesss manies manies worzxsh. HAHA! :)
to zx :bud is the beginning of a new year means we must begin a new chapter in our life.thanks for being there to listen to whine.thanks for the happy moments we have,thanks for being the one of the pillar of strength in my life.we shall island creamery when you come back and drool over the chicks at frolics.haha! :)
to waicheong and co. : i know i havent been spending much time with you guys.remember those good times we had back then?thanks for eveything you did.from your advices to being great friends.cheryl ee please stop being so fierce please.hope you guys have a blast k. :)
to manda and co. : you guys have been great people.we club,we laugh,we share our sorrows.remember social judgement is everywhere,its about how you fuck care dont care that settles it.although we might know each other not long ago, we are likea clubber family.haha!but sadly the pa is going cut down on it.so i might not appear much k.have a blasting 2010 alright.love you all many many.
to angel and li ling : hoi you retarded people.2 years ago we were at li ling's place talking our morning out.remember?with martin and mimi too.i still remember how martin psycho me in the morning while you guys just laugh at me.good times eh.haha!we shall meet up soon k.love you guys :D
to gilbert and co. : bert,val,russ.you guys have been an eye opener for me.you guys taught me many things about life that i would never understood or known.you guys have been people i could laugh,cry and talk with.you guys are always cheerful and sometime i do wish i could stay that way through time.just want to let you guys know that i dont know how but we do become brothers.happy new year people. :)
to every single one of you out there : if i ever hurt you through my actions or words,i would like to apologise yes.i wanna start the new year with no hatred,no hates,no enemies and no misunderstandings.every single one of my friends out there are my friends.LOL! so lets all pray that 2010 would be good to us.as we restart our karma meter lets all do good things.happy new year people :)
i hope i never leave anybody out.im going for a haircut now.goodbye and have fun tonight!
Happy New Year Everyone :)
With Love,
Mannan Coleman.
heartfelt at 2:41 PM
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Monday, December 28, 2009 :
hype means nothing.
heartfelt at 2:40 AM
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maybe its time for miracles.
just to keep my blog alive for the next three days while im away for camp.i shall do a little update.so christmas was pretty over,with lots of sharing and giving.from materials to matters of the heart we shared sorrows and joy.
2010 is coming at an awesome speed that makes me feel that the two weeks is rather short.with 2 camps packed this holidays it is no surprise that i will be complaining how short holidays are when school gets kicking again.
the next three days would be spent in school attending prep camp.and when thats over its gonna be the 30th of december.nothing planned up on 30th,so hurry and catch me while you can.31st would prolly be spending over at someone's place for countdown.perhaps like last year how we took 1 year to walk back to kah ho's aunt place.and on the 1st of jan would be the bloody beetroots over at zouk,cant wait man.they will be like 1,2 whoop whoop or 1,2,3 what a fireee!
ive yet to pack for tomorrow and im not sure if im able to get up early to go for a cold shower and hop on the bus to school.lets hope this camp is fun as im dreading it.goodnight people,love you.
my best wishes to you.
heartfelt at 1:37 AM
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Friday, December 25, 2009 :
i will taste the sky and feel alive again.
why do i feel sad when i should feel happy for her?
christmas ever was well spent with the lovely bunch of people over at boat quay.chilling out over beers and sheesha.it couldnt get any better could it.
earlier on was shopping for a few xmas present,well it wasnt that much.thanks bwx for the present k.im the boss.so to everyone who didnt give me a present,dont worry.you being my friend is already a present to me.so a merry christmas to all.
the lovely bunch moved from boat quay to riverside supposedly to join the crazy people for drinking.when we reached they were all so cui and knocked out.no mood to drink at all.had a little heart to heart talk,its been a long time since i had one.they quite made me realised a few things.life's got to go on.we saw how much people changed from good to bad,never can i escape from this.talking to them makes me feel that out there,out of the many friends i have,there would still be true friends around whom will guide you,give you the confidence that you need and be honest with life.
buddy have always been someone whom i trusted and able to relate to.merry xmas to you bud.shall island creamery soon k?
i guess life has pretty much changed for me.i could never say that it change for the good.i guess it was abit naive to do things that we really dont wanna do cause of love.in other words to contradict ourselves and pick up something we dont see our future as in the past.always at one point of time we do regret our actions back then.but still theres time to change.i remember how i advice my friend to stop smoking or rather cut it down.and i see how im doing it.lets make it a new year resolution to stop smoking.perhaps one day,karma wouldnt bug me so much.
one thing i learn today,is to let go and be happy that shes happy.
heartfelt at 4:12 PM
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 :
drenched in vanilla twilight.
will we walk this journey through.
i guess this space have been as empty as my heart.its been a good 2 weeks since i last posted shits here.life has been taking a roller coaster since the start of common test till now.sometimes i smile to myself thinking about stuff and at times frown at the dissapointment i get.
common test was not an easy thing to get over with.4 papers in a row isnt a joke.so hardwork kinda paid off.my common tests nights were spent over at loft with bwx and co.laughters,rnb music,booze and the ciggies just couldnt get better eh.so tik tok common test passed by with a few screw ups.slept for 50 mins during my last paper which is 1hr 30mins long.fuck it uh.
party-ed for a bit till ANE XV.im the prog head for the camp.from these 5 days 4 nights i spent,i can say that being a prog head is not an easy job.it takes alot of communications and confidence.i dare not say that the camp went well,cause they were major screw ups.i take it as a lesson learnt which will prepare me,if ever i get another chance in the future.this camp taught me lessons which i will never forget and let go.whats over is over no point looking back and regretting on the decision we made.i tried my best,ive done my best.
i swear wee song,is damn joke.with his retarded facial expression and his moonwalk.life cannot get any better.super funny.kns.we crew spent our nights smoking,play bomb bags,sing song and play with colgate.although we are very small,we are united.we played open numbers to see who will put the bomb bags in different part of our body from the balls to ass crack and to armpit.waking up the girls by throwing them inside the sleeping bag.disturbing hong wei when he damn tired and couldnt wake up.we popped 12 party poppers and it failed.i guess crew is so much more fun then any other things.crew is cool.
so xmas is 24hours away.although i dont really celebrate it but the festive spirit is all around.freaking hyping around town,making buses jams and people standing packed like sardines in buses.sales everywhere,who can help themselves not to get stuff at lower prices.well at least the start of xmas isnt that bad.met the vits full strength over shokudo at heeren for a small xmas gathering.its like all the vits were there,luckily i went.eat,laughed,photo spam and home.although its a short still its meaningful where everyone took off time to be together before the year end to eat and laugh with each other.many new faces were introduced to vits,gets me wondering when will i ever introduce one to them.
i guess i would be free on the 25th since i have no plans yet.i know abit the loser.people out there partying and here i am at home sucking my thumb,frowning over dissapointments.i guess i lost faith in love and girls that brings you up and just let you fall at the end.its not easy to come back up after falling so deep.like they say,when emotions take over,our words tend to be so biased against ourselves.its just that we are 2 people,that was never meant to be.i aint giving myself false hopes anymore,once bitten twice shy.i lost my faith.
i would most prolly do some xmas shopping,grabbing those great deals off the shelves.get some presents in return to those who got me something.till then im hitting the sack in hope to start a new day hoping everything turns out well.good night people.stay healthy and have a great christmas,Merry Christmas to all.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I will taste the sky and feel alive again.
And i will forget the world that i knew,
But i swear i wont forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I would whisper in your eyes,
Oh darling i wish you were here.
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WMAN: where got greedy siol!haha!
sharon: i know right.me and friends were bored and we came up with this.lol!
zhixian: you were the one who said it.meaningful.
wan ting: yeahs soon :)
ongtiantze: shahrul kana karma already.LOL!
heartfelt at 3:22 AM
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Thursday, December 10, 2009 :
whywhywhywhy,sighs.Capture the moments;
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009 :
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i will brave through the storm.
i will be able to make it to the other end.
im determined to change it.
im going to study.
im going to change my life.
im so full of determination.
i can do it.
i can do this.
i will pull through this like how i did for the past 3 months.
i will not let anyone down.
all thanks to stacy's mom.LOL!
and you. :)
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Monday, December 7, 2009 :
Christmas Carol.
On the first day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
And an island name after me.
On the second day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the third day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the fourth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the fifth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Five Dior Homme,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the sixth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Hommes,
Four Fenom Crushs,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the seventh day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the eighth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Eight Visvim Fbts,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the ninth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the tenth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the eleventh day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Eleven Lamboghini,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the twelfth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Twelve Pretty Girls,
Eleven Lamboghini,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me!
i know i should be studying! we were at town waiting for bwx to be done and we heard this song.we started singing song anyhow.lol!ok time to study hard people.have a great week ahead!
heartfelt at 11:37 PM
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Christmas Carol.
On the first day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
And an island name after me.
On the second day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the third day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the fourth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the fifth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Five Dior Homme,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the sixth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Hommes,
Four Fenom Crushs,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the seventh day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDG,
And an island name after me.
On the eighth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Eight Visvim Fbts,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the ninth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belts,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the tenth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the eleventh day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Eleven Lamboghini,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me.
On the twelfth day of Christmas,
the great santa sent to me,
Twelve Pretty Girls,
Eleven Lamboghini,
Ten MMJ,
Nine YSL Tee,
Eight Visvim Shoes,
Seven LV Wallets,
Six Hermes Hats,
Five Dior Hommes,
Four Fenom Crush,
Three Gucci Belt,
Two CDGs,
And an island name after me!
i know i should be studying! we were at town waiting for bwx to be done and we heard this song.we started singing song anyhow.lol!ok time to study hard people.have a great week ahead!
heartfelt at 11:37 PM
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turning into something beautiful.
karma at best.hello scratchmybackside, i dropped by to give this space a lil update. well the weekends was kinda bad cause i decided to help a good friend of mine for standard chartered.leaving my tutorials undone,programme that needs 'perfection' and sleep debt i've yet to pay.the last week was kinda hectic with tests and all.and i foresee that this week will not get any better.perhaps the storm will cease after the common tests yes.am being very hopeful here.practicals to on monday makes the week a lousy,with a little french on tuesday and a week closer to common tests doesnt make my life any easier.i need to be a good boy and listen in class instead of being a reculcitrant delinquent making my lecturer life difficult.time to pull up your socks boys,we are in for a ride of our lifetime.
school is at 9am everyday,im out man.goodnight.have a great week ahead. :)
p/s: stop smoking,mannan.
heartfelt at 12:13 AM
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Thursday, December 3, 2009 :
what we dont know.
be strong,
smile always.
There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Now listen
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed -cryin'
heartfelt at 11:36 PM
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 :
where nobody knows.
but dont look back in anger.i should be sleeping but a little update wouldnt hurt right.over the past days i have been giving my self much thoughts and it kills everytime it comes around.i have decided to move on,throw your memories away and never turn back.i want to erase everything permanently so they dont come back and haunt me again.i have to be strong and accept.im never gonna cry,never gonna look back,never gonna reminiscene.cause i realised why do i care so much when they dont give a flying fuck about me,yes?we would be great friends k.i guess scratchmybackside would be more merrier now.looking forward to tomorrow.rest well everyone,chins up,socks up.common tests are coming.have a great week ahead. :)
heartfelt at 1:16 AM
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