Monday, January 26, 2009 :

vanish myself from the world.

hello wonderful friends,am here at loga residence doing what a normal citizen would do.blog.just came back after a bro-to-bro talk under his block.before that we acted smart,took a bus down to lim chu kan cemetery.it was all shankar's idea.from there we walked back having btb all the way.come to think of it,isnt that scary afterall.so am uploading the reunion steamboat photos that were taken yesterday.enjoy. :)


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Saturday, January 24, 2009 :

to breathe the night air.

hello people,its great to be able to blog this space again after quite some time.so it has been more a bad week then a good one which i had thought of.a fast update of my changes.i got a mohawk done on my head.i think i look damn joke now.i had 20kg chest now.and am trying to weigh lighter than a ton.so on one of the days in the week,i accompanied grandma to get groceries before markets closes for the long weekend.and heres how the story begins.

"woke up feeling sleepy and lethargic.dragged this bulky body out of bed and into cold shower.moments later i was on the bus,into a journey where i learned more meanings of life.sat down in the coffeshop by the carrot cake seller.ordered a plate of mee siam and sat down with a glass of soya bean.the carrot cake seller occasional shouts to attract customers caught my attention.dressed in shirt and long pants he sat down and ate his plate of mee rebus which seemed to have been soggy as it was left untouched for a while.his face reminds me of people who were very tired of life and doing the same shit over and over again.a spoonful of noodles went down my gut,thinking of what i would want to be in the future.would i want to fry carrot cakes like that man or would i wanna be someone who works in the office.the man would have been there,every morning,selling his carrot cakes for the past 10 years or even 15.it might have been a routine which he didnt choose.i thought for some time before i finished my bowl of noodles and went off to the market."

so anyways had been doing gym stuff for a bit till my body wants to break down.had lots of thinking before i sleep on most of the days.somehow most of them seemed to be more of a problem than a solution.i very much want to shed tears,but we men dont cry.not at 17.you know its sometimes hard to hide everything and just keep on putting a fake smile which isnt sincere at all.but its better then having to trouble the people around you.but really thank GOD for giving me friends that realy care and understand.so on somedays,i was kinda abit sad,but i try not to show it for im not those emo kind.to me my grandma is my everything,then comes my friends.i can live without my family which had been happening,but i cant live without these two important people.

on friday night after gyming,went to meet the usuals at halo bar.didnt intend to stay for long but the fun and joy changed my mind.the guys ordered Johnie Walker,and they drank for abit.tasted like normal liquor ah.so we had so much fun from singing to playing 007 to chop chilli chop,with the loser having to drink half a cup of mixer.and those tipsy were victims.really had fun that night.

today went to get some stuff for CATS individual report and followed aizat cut hair.met up with the usuals plus maisie,kai xin,silin and jeremy(i think) for steamboat.had so much chicken and seafood.i guess its all worth it.went to decoders over at balmoral plaza for some boardgames session.so much fun,joy and laughter.how i wish every moment of my life would be like that.filled with laughters.sighs.

i will upload photos of these happenings and stuff a.s.a.p i get them from whoever.
have a long great weekend ahead.
to all the chinese community,
a very happy new year.
cheers. :)

p/s:do watch usavich.

-your not the raindrops that will save my wilted life,
your not the sunshine that will brighten my life,
you are just not the one.

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Monday, January 19, 2009 :

an apple a day,keeps fats away.

i just finished my green apple and let off a soundly fart which is much appreciated by AIZAT.today morning during ec pro class.i did a silent killer.not once but twice.our lecturer went to open the door.LOLS.the whole room stank like wtfbbqmcnuggets.then the second one our lecturer moved his laptop and stuff to the side of the class cause i went to the front to release.lols.if my classmates sees this im so dead.after ecpro went for lunch with wei man and sharon and their friend.i forgot her name.passed her a big big yellow balloon,bigger then wei man head.LOL.so went gym in the evening and now dinner with aizat,loga,phoebe and me.lols.its 841pm and i think the makan place is closing.have a great week readers.cheers. :)


p/s:aizat dont sing anymore.
p/s 2:phoebe please dont angry ah.you know we lauf you.

-we live through the years,
to die in the end.

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an apple a day,keeps fats away.

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Saturday, January 17, 2009 :

sweet.

hello everybody,its been awhile since i blogged in this little space.so the hectic week passed by and i finally can lepak abit.so a few things had been happening,both sad and happy ones.all i could remember was yesterday after my compro test went to meet up with the usuals.went hollandv for dinner before going to coffee hill.oh yah josiah got free chicken on the house cause we sang him birthday song.haha.twice already.once is phoebe then now josiah.so we went to coffee hill.i swear it was damn scary with the darkness plus the tombstones by the road.the bravest lion will also be afraid.ok abit exaggerating.but its damn scary.shall not say what i see.if really want to know ask me personally.so everything was much better when we were outside.i guess.today went to npsu for valentine's day meeting.but ended up playing around and only discuss abit.so today i quit happy get to stay over at cousin place.oh yeah im starting on a new diet next week.going for low carb and high protein.i hope this works.time for change.have a great weekend readers.cheer :)

heres the retarded air wick fun we had at SU.





-like what they said,
fat people always loses out in life.

-wah i want to cry already,
vans zapatos got spree.argh!!

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believe it?

i tried,and i found it quite true.cheers. :)

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
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Commitment
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 :

Fucking sad day.

As the title of the post suggests,this is a fucking sad day for me.im right now outside gym with phoebe doing nothing productive except to whine over not bringing my gym stuff.im so enthu in doing gym today la.i thought i would be re sitting for my microecons test,but since i never study then forget it man.earlier my cousin called saying theres a letter from school about my attendance.im so screwed sia.earlier in the morning i went for a 2.4km jog and my timing is 20mins.-.- lols.i had to think for about 15mins when i woke up before i can summon all my willpower and shake my shagness off to get ready to go.i kept thinking why i do it and for whom.hehe.no la.i just do it for myself.this week is really really damn stressful man.with upcoming compro written test and projects that is due after cny.making me not wanting to go school.and oh yeah i need to get a job soon.anyone got job intro do tag me.oh yeah last few days had been bad man.oh yeah theres this someone that owe so many people cash after working for that person.then kept on giving so many excuses and avoiding us.if you already spent the money then tell us so we would not wait for you bitch.ok that was crude.lols.so i hope all the readers do bless me this week and hope i pass all my tests.cheers people.

-the lion said:it has been so long since we spoken.

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Monday, January 12, 2009 :

Solafelcoyafeyfuyouthisisrandom.

hello earthling;im here right now with Loga(rithm),Phoebe(TES) and Aizat(GJY).yeahs we are in the library chilling and doing some of our work.so for the past few days had been really crappy.at the same time i learnt alot from the people around me.the friends around me taught me more about relationships and stuff.it sets me thinking and weighing the importance about relationship and studies.i realise that having someone isnt about everything there is to life.but to have someone whom you can share your joy and sorrow,sighs.im so confused.okays enough of this shit.so anyways its gonna be a real real hard week on me.i hope i pull it through like the last time.so have a great week ahead people.oh yeahs,today met up with some ass-es for lunch and they gave me balloon.how touching rite.LOLS.cheers :)

Me 2 years old.no choice put cause some people took a photo of it.



Thats My Fat Balloon


Thanks To Her.


and her.


cheers.

-love,the subject of a million songs.
story of a thousand shows.

-i hope it gets somewhere.

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Saturday, January 10, 2009 :

Morning Farts Are Loved.

hello.im here in the morning in su feeling very sleepy.after so much of hide and seek with security guards and a very close shave of being caught,we survived.yey!lols.ok so i just woke every single one up and started farting.lols ok.so i think im going spca to volunteer.not sure yet.ok im going to shit now.bye!

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An Unglam Update.

hey this is just for laugh in the midst of my really bad week.so here it is!

and another retarded one.

cheers people.have a great weekend.

-i think i should be myself,and forget about it.

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Monday, January 5, 2009 :

no worries.

okays im in the library to do some mol as well as update this space.last saturday was kah ho 18 birthday and it was a hit man.had lotsa fun and certainly the food was darn good.so had some drink before going up to his house.and oh wei jian and chun yang was two drunk ass.went up had chit chat session then went to sleep.im so happy for both of them and i hope they last long.cheers man.oh ya i passed eg2 and eng mech.suck that mr xxx.who said i will fail.i think u did.heh.so let the pictures do more talking.cheeros.



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Saturday, January 3, 2009 :

goodbye tanglin halt.

ok so this would be my last late post before i move back with grandma.thus im gonna upload all the photos that were overdued.so we went to town to catch bedtime stories.the movie was really a funny one.people listen up,in every story there would definitely be a happy ending.im so gonna put that in my head and remember it.so had dinner and gift exchange.was great to see all of them again.it was a great day.caught up with one and another.those who cant make it,do try to make it next time.and here is the overdue photos.enjoy.cheers.

the usuals who never fail to inject laughter into our veins.







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Thursday, January 1, 2009 :

Hello 2009.

hello 2009 and hello world.welcome to the a very new year 2009.guess what did i do on new year eve.well lets put it in simple terms.fun!alot of fun.ok it started out with lunch at ayam penyet@ lucky plaza.there were me,kah ho,wei jian,loga and his gf,vanessa,phoebe and chunyang.not long after aizat and jo joined us.we walked around then went to kah ho aunt place to chill and slack.had pizza hut thanks to kah ho's aunt.we had bbq-ed food again and some wine before leaving her place for city hall to catch fireworks.had some random talks while waiting.couldnt really hear the countdown,but the fireworks definitely melt my heart.like a year had gone so fast.many wishes were made.we then act smart or had no choice but walk back to kah ho aunt place.her condo is like in dunman road and we were like in suntec.so we walked,talked,joked and fooled around.theres this time wei jian and chun yang took 2 signboards and run away.damn funny i tell you.we took a photo but its with monkey boss.we got shagged after like half the journey,we rested at kallang kfc before we walked the wrong way and ended up taking cab back.so reached her place we took a bath.kah ho aunt said we took a year to reach her house,cause we left in 2008 and reached in 2009.sounds logical?haha.we had some wine and champagne and some food.chun yang face was red.dam funny.im still brown as i am.lols.so chilled till around 6.aizat went home and we end up sleeping.woke up at around 11 plus before we bus down to kallang kfc for brunch and dispersed.this is certainly a memorable new year eve countdown with some of my friends.thanks to kah ho aunt and everybody that made this countdown a wonderful one.cheers.

to a friend:no matter what happens.im going to support you all the way man.


-i really dont know what to do.haha.

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