If things are better this way.

Friday, December 25, 2009 :

i will taste the sky and feel alive again.



why do i feel sad when i should feel happy for her?

christmas ever was well spent with the lovely bunch of people over at boat quay.chilling out over beers and sheesha.it couldnt get any better could it.

earlier on was shopping for a few xmas present,well it wasnt that much.thanks bwx for the present k.im the boss.so to everyone who didnt give me a present,dont worry.you being my friend is already a present to me.so a merry christmas to all.

the lovely bunch moved from boat quay to riverside supposedly to join the crazy people for drinking.when we reached they were all so cui and knocked out.no mood to drink at all.had a little heart to heart talk,its been a long time since i had one.they quite made me realised a few things.life's got to go on.we saw how much people changed from good to bad,never can i escape from this.talking to them makes me feel that out there,out of the many friends i have,there would still be true friends around whom will guide you,give you the confidence that you need and be honest with life.

buddy have always been someone whom i trusted and able to relate to.merry xmas to you bud.shall island creamery soon k?

i guess life has pretty much changed for me.i could never say that it change for the good.i guess it was abit naive to do things that we really dont wanna do cause of love.in other words to contradict ourselves and pick up something we dont see our future as in the past.always at one point of time we do regret our actions back then.but still theres time to change.i remember how i advice my friend to stop smoking or rather cut it down.and i see how im doing it.lets make it a new year resolution to stop smoking.perhaps one day,karma wouldnt bug me so much.

one thing i learn today,is to let go and be happy that shes happy.




heartfelt at 4:12 PM

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