will we walk this journey through.

i guess this space have been as empty as my heart.its been a good 2 weeks since i last posted shits here.life has been taking a roller coaster since the start of common test till now.sometimes i smile to myself thinking about stuff and at times frown at the dissapointment i get.

common test was not an easy thing to get over with.4 papers in a row isnt a joke.so hardwork kinda paid off.my common tests nights were spent over at loft with bwx and co.laughters,rnb music,booze and the ciggies just couldnt get better eh.so tik tok common test passed by with a few screw ups.slept for 50 mins during my last paper which is 1hr 30mins long.fuck it uh.

party-ed for a bit till ANE XV.im the prog head for the camp.from these 5 days 4 nights i spent,i can say that being a prog head is not an easy job.it takes alot of communications and confidence.i dare not say that the camp went well,cause they were major screw ups.i take it as a lesson learnt which will prepare me,if ever i get another chance in the future.this camp taught me lessons which i will never forget and let go.whats over is over no point looking back and regretting on the decision we made.i tried my best,ive done my best.

i swear wee song,is damn joke.with his retarded facial expression and his moonwalk.life cannot get any better.super funny.kns.we crew spent our nights smoking,play bomb bags,sing song and play with colgate.although we are very small,we are united.we played open numbers to see who will put the bomb bags in different part of our body from the balls to ass crack and to armpit.waking up the girls by throwing them inside the sleeping bag.disturbing hong wei when he damn tired and couldnt wake up.we popped 12 party poppers and it failed.i guess crew is so much more fun then any other things.crew is cool.

so xmas is 24hours away.although i dont really celebrate it but the festive spirit is all around.freaking hyping around town,making buses jams and people standing packed like sardines in buses.sales everywhere,who can help themselves not to get stuff at lower prices.well at least the start of xmas isnt that bad.met the vits full strength over shokudo at heeren for a small xmas gathering.its like all the vits were there,luckily i went.eat,laughed,photo spam and home.although its a short still its meaningful where everyone took off time to be together before the year end to eat and laugh with each other.many new faces were introduced to vits,gets me wondering when will i ever introduce one to them.

i guess i would be free on the 25th since i have no plans yet.i know abit the loser.people out there partying and here i am at home sucking my thumb,frowning over dissapointments.i guess i lost faith in love and girls that brings you up and just let you fall at the end.its not easy to come back up after falling so deep.like they say,when emotions take over,our words tend to be so biased against ourselves.its just that we are 2 people,that was never meant to be.i aint giving myself false hopes anymore,once bitten twice shy.i lost my faith.

i would most prolly do some xmas shopping,grabbing those great deals off the shelves.get some presents in return to those who got me something.till then im hitting the sack in hope to start a new day hoping everything turns out well.good night people.stay healthy and have a great christmas,Merry Christmas to all.

Tag Replies:

WMAN: where got greedy siol!haha!

sharon: i know right.me and friends were bored and we came up with this.lol!

zhixian: you were the one who said it.meaningful.

wan ting: yeahs soon :)

ongtiantze: shahrul kana karma already.LOL!