If things are better this way.

Monday, November 16, 2009 :

things that we let go,we never turn back.



scartchmybackside had always been a place where i would want to share happy moments that i go through each day and the many many happy times of mamanan. i guess its rather difficult with emotions raging inside and the tears we can never find explanation for. it has always been a trademark to smile through the sadness and always giving a big big wide smile to everyone. life have been taking quite a down turn. with external and internal conflicts it couldnt get any easier,can it? i know i can turn this around.

the weekend was over and done with.hitting the night scene twice in a weekend is total madness.shant talk about it.sunday was spent over bukit merah.hit queensway for the job interview but they only want people who could commit for 3 months. so i walked around and bought a few stuff. went over geseho,there was a sale going on,raglan and a photo tee.(Y) went to je to collect some stuff and waited for val to end his driving.went over to town to walk for a bit.desserted as movies were completely booked.such a wonderful weekend isnt it.

this goes to people who are going through tough times. no matter what happens we have to move on with life. we can never be there waiting,wondering what went wrong. it could be either of our fault but life isnt fair. sometimes life comes and hit you like a train and sometime it lets you fly in the sky. either way we have to appreciate with what we have and treasure whatever's left. if you need anyone to talk to im just a click away,i would lend you a crying shoulder as long as you dont leave your eye shit behind.remember you have friends around whom love you much more.at time we got to suck it and accept the bitter truths and sometimes we just have to fuck care,dont care.

and this goes to you. as much as i dont want to bear grudges or hate people.but i just have to mention i hate the way you play the game. like what my friend once told me,we dont hate the players,we hate the game.and i fucking hate the way you play it. you change them like you change your underwear. i dont care if you have thickskin rather thicker then my fats combined but please know people out there hate it. you are so sensitive,i could jolly well make you a flying donkey.i swear.every man has limits to his patience,ive yet to reach mine with you.i shouldnt care so much about what you are doing.but as a friend i have to point out that what you are doing makes people judge you. i dont want to get judged just because we play the same game. i dont want people to associate me with you making me look as if im part of your game doing the same shit you do,i aint. and please dont contradict what you say. sometimes its rather hilarious to hear two side of the stories that leads to your humour.get the joke now. i shall not go on with your story cause its just never ending. i just wish you good luck finding your way out.

on a brighter note red camp 6 is here.yes tomorrow reporting time is 715am.so i would be missing these 3 days out for camp.get me through my mobile to reach me.have a great week people.

My son said,
Loving someone is not about appearance,
looks or whatever shit,
It's by the heart dad.


heartfelt at 10:57 PM

Capture the moments;
when its gone.