Tuesday, November 3, 2009 :

karma is calling.

today ISP lesson was over at town doing social experiments.my group came to a decision to act as gay and sit beside some random people.what we wanted to find out is what the person would feel when one of us move closer to them.obviously their personal space would be disturbed and they would feel threatened or uncomfortable.so most of the time we were successfull.there were times when we fail,can put on failblog.so another social experiment was to drop coins and see who would stop and help to pick up.sadly we rather watch then lend a helping hand.unless there are rewards,we would never move our toe.so bla bla bla and that sums up my tuesday.

if you havent noticed i put up a list of ten important things i need to do.i have already written it down on a piece of paper safely kept in my wallet.to achieve or not to achieve i will not give myself empty promises that i always do.its kind of a goal i want to achieve in the future.so whenever i achieve the things i have in this list i will post it up.although some of you can roughly guess what they are,i would never reveal them till i fulfill them.good luck.

these days i have been doing alot of thinking.or rather reflecting.i realised so many things i need to do,so many things that i have to change.i know i have been saying this for countless times and it never really work.lets just hope for the best,yes?i couldnt be bothered by what people have been saying behind my back or what their impression of me now.i couldnt care less.as long as i know i still do have people who believe in me and the trust they give that one day i would change for the better.no one is born perfect and we have our weaknesses and strength.so why do you care?

heartfelt at 11:43 PM

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