If things are better this way.

Thursday, November 5, 2009 :

and everything,it will surely change.


as long as you know,i once loved you.

yknow as time passes by people begin to change.emotions we use to have dissapears and new emotions starts to grow.we see how people change either for the better or for the worse yet we still do accept them.i looked back in time, three months ago.im always excited to go to school hoping that i would bump into her.ever felt that way?yknow how her smile can make you smile for the whole day.i just miss those feelings.i have never loved someone so deep,perhaps it was all just my foolish thoughts.well it took a great three months to see me up,smiling and scratchingmybackside.it has been three good months.

ive seen how time changes people's appearance,attitiude and even thinking.ever felt like dwelling into the past to feel how you could not feel now.have you ever made a crucial decision which you regret making.i never did.i never regret any of my decision.even though the decision could be impulsive or made on our own intuition we still dont regret any decision we make.for we as humans always make the best decision for ourselves.i dont regret making that decision,as it was the best decision for me.to love you.

its the 150th post for scratchmybackside.i realised many eyes are set on this space.i try my best not to be so open up in this space as people might judge me.but still thanks for coming by to read whats in the mind of a fat little boy that walks in np.heh.schools out at 9am,gotta catch some sleep.goodnight :)


heartfelt at 12:29 AM

Capture the moments;
when its gone.