Saturday, October 24, 2009 :
without you.
its a wonderful saturday night,here i am updating this space as i had gave this space a little renovation. coughs started its domination since i started huffing and puffing. the wu gui's made a little promis that we dont unless we see each other. this way we would be puffing less and enjoying a longer life more.ever felt your heart shattered into a million pieces.ever tried to put the million pieces together and it cuts you deeply when you try to fix it. ever felt so childish to lose a friend after rejections ever felt as though you were never good enough for anyone or perhaps to ugly for the world to accept.ever wondered how they feel about you. have ever you thought the deepest matters of the heart.now think again.
yknow nobody escapes from social judgement.everywhere,everytime,always we would be judged by the people around us.be it good or bad we can never run away from the bitter reality. unhappiness,jealousy,humour we all take it lightly but it was never the same humour the person get. ever thought how the person would feel,have you selfish people ever spare a thought for them? then why dont we just publicise it in the news, put it on the billboard, write in to stomp, do an advertisement on television. want to feel good,yes? do it then. if it does make you feel superior , i will give you two (Y) (Y) up.
i know,i realised,i feel that i have change for i dont know(the worst)? i just need some time,some time for me to think and reflect again. thanks to those who cared. i came across this phrase some where "Move on Its just a chapter in the past but dont close the book,just turn the page". it seems true,very true.
i know its a rather angsty post. this is my space and i deserve to write what i think here. dont like the way i made you feel guilty,eff off then. lets look to better days,with cheerful entries where i would scratchmybackside.
i will be miserable at best.
heartfelt at 2:56 AM
Capture the moments;
when its gone.