Monday, September 21, 2009 :

a special raya.

this year raya started very early in the morning.as early as 2am.yep i was up cleaning my room which had been procrastinated for a very long long time.and by sunrise i was almost done.went to supermarket to buy 20 bottles of soft drinks,yep thats alot i know.so ask for forgiveness from our old ones.cabbed to my late father's sister house at around noon.we do this every single year.but this year is different,its without dad.so had a little chit chat session and abit of lunch you could say.memories of the past raya suddenly hit me.the seat was no longer occupied,dad is no longer here.the silence on the dining table seems very inevitable.everyones chewing their beef,slurping the curry.everyone stared hard at their servings,not wanting to relive the memories.its disheartening to see my aunty cried when she look at us.she feels the pain looking at us growing up without him.on a beautiful saturday raya morning i reflect on life and how unpredicatble.like i said,when we are trying to change for the better,time does not allow.

so ask forgiveness as this is a must for youngsters cause we are young in the mind and hot in the heart.cabbed back home and waited for my mum's brothers and sisters to arrive.so i shall not bore you guys with words,lets have a picture spam.have a great day.

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