Friday, September 25, 2009 :
its all yellow.
6am to 12pm(sleep)
6pm to 12am(sleep)
so the rest of the time im awake either gaming or online window shopping.insomnia is really a killer when you dont get to sleep and you really want to go to bed but you cant.well raya is pretty much over? at least for me.but still i think im going for some last visiting to my father side of family tomorrow before im away for camps.
send off part of the vits away to cambodia.they will only come back 2 weeks later?so vits is down in numbers.wont be seeing us going out as some are working.but you'll see me and laksa hitting the dancefloor.lol!
i caught i love you beth cooper with a friend.it was a good show,really and if only love stories do turn out great in the end.oh well,fuck them.what happens in the movie dont fucking happen in reality.had a great day though!
i still cannot get the point old people wanna tell me.so yes,my proposal got rejected again.its getting tiring to spend time doing it up and just get rejected just because of generation gap.
and can we move on and never talk about people who no longer exist.whats the point of asking for forgiveness on hari raya and the next moment we are swearing and cursing at the slightest thing involving people who dont fucking exist anymore.sorry if im too sensitve,hes my dad afterall.
i see my life changing idk for the worse? im tired of all these shit.if only i never had fallen so deep,i guess it would be much better for us or rather me to move on.the slightest thoughts of it giving reality a chance to kick my ass.a wake up call.it sucks,yes definitely.people around say we just need to take our mind off and do something else.but what if we are doing something else but always thinking of it.i learn my lesson,never to give my all.sighs.sorry i am having a bad time of my life.have a great weekend peeps.
oh im not looking towards the next sem.4 fucking difficult modules. :/
heartfelt at 9:37 PM
Capture the moments;
when its gone.
