Tuesday, August 25, 2009 :

no surprise.

amidst through my revision,i decided to look through my photos on facebook.and i made a bad choice.as i was clicking away,memories of everyone came through.i really miss hanging out on weekends with the usuals,i miss the johor trips we used to take,the joy and fun we had together that puts a bright smile across our faces.when will we ever go back and eat the coconut again.the camwhores we used to be.i miss the smile on your face.the times we had before.the nights of endless rantings and random talks.i ran through the photos and i chanced upon the photo we took back then.it would be the best photo i ever had.but photographs are just memories of the past.and it doesnt matter anymore now,does it.i realised how slim i was back then.looking back so much i have to regret,that i want another shot at life.yknow at times we cant help but look back into our past and perhaps try to alter it knowing nothing would ever change.if theres something i would so damn bad would be to go back into the past.go back and change everything that was wrong.perhaps my life now would be better.very cliche,yes i agree.perhaps what im feeling now is just the after effects of studying and not having a life i use to have.i miss the old me.i miss the mannan we used to know. :/
sadly i have no photos with dad.thats one thing i regret.

heartfelt at 2:34 AM

Capture the moments;
when its gone.