Friday, August 21, 2009 :

its time.

how have you people been doing.yes i know i havent been updating as im busy studying and catching up with exams topics.nothing much had been happening in my life actually.
went to catch the proposal with the usuals.the proposal is a romantic comedy movie.i would rate it 4/5 and its definitely worth watching.for the past few days ive been mugging and killing my brain cells to apply formulas and clicking on the holy calculator.when will exams ever end,seriously.tsk.

fasting month is fast arriving and when i know it,its tomorrow.so no clubbing,no booze,no vulgarities,nothing illegal.just pure saint mode and angel-ly mannan.anws i had been a good boy,so it doesnt really matter.HAHA!i just wish this month would be over soon and when raya comes enjoy for a few days before going for TBC.talking about raya,this year raya would be so much different.it would be without someone whom i love the most.i remember the past years where my family would visit dad's relatives together as one.this year i guess it would be a different feel,a different story.

i guess life has pretty much been unfair to me.being the only guy in the family,i cant really relate my happenings and lifes events to the feminine side.i guess it doesnt change my life pretty much.all that i know now is i dont have anyone talk to besides my friends.i dont really talk to my family cause they want to live their way and couldnt be bothered to respect my decision.so im fine with it.thats one less worries.i still cannot get over the fact that im not there when dad left.im pretty much angry with my family.for they are the ones who forbids him.always looking back at his mistakes and the way he was before,ignoring the fact that people do change.

and its time that i change for the better.its time i do really do something about my weight and not empty promises or goals that i make.as i am determined to really make it work this time.so it would be pure determination and self-disciplined that i have yet to instill in myself.i got to pull this off to really change everything.its time.

so i hope you guys would study hard,play hard and f hard this coming week.and good luck to all of you out there who had yet to sit for papers.have a great week ahead.



heartfelt at 11:43 PM

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