i love bus rides without my earpiece blasting my favourite tracks into me.i like the serenity and the calm i would get on long bus journeys home.thinking of stuffs made my journey short that it only felt like minutes on it.come to think of all these stuffs,it kinda makes me tired.but without all these i would feel empty.i am kinda confused bout what i have to do and what i feel.im dreading to go school nowadays.lifting up my fat body seems so tiresome and difficult.i lost interest in what i doi hate lessons which starts early and having a lecturer who is dumb.maybe someday i will appreciate them.but not now.i feel that im getting the wrong idea.it seems to good to be true.it seems that dreams do come true.but sadly assumptions make one a fool.so fuck dreams and all that is associated with it.i feel so pessimistic today.ah life sucks.night guys.

-I should have been chasing you,
I should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
I should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
I could have made you believe,
that what we had was all we'd ever need