oh what a day to kick start my weekend.today really really shucks man.started with lesson at 9am which is really damn early.happen to wear my top that i just bought.got negative comments on it.people laugh at me cause im fat.thanks alot.really thanks :) had shitty lesson which the teacher could not explain the ways to draw that freaking model.but our fluid mechanics rock.he made me understand the topic in less than fifteen mins.so went for lunch with the usuals at canteen 2 as makan place is packed.slacked everywhere in the school then went to do the nomination for ME comm.after all was done i went for rugby training.today training was dam tiring.it had been very long since had this kind of physical shit.anyway the coach was there so it was abit fierce.he was a funny guy though.always scolding people.haha.the last set of sprintings.i really couldnt take it.skipped a few sets of them like 3 or 4.the coach always emphasizing on life sucks.and it really does.after training went al-azhar for dinner then off home.took 970 and sat third row from the back.didnt intend to plug in my earpiece to play songs on repeat.so i just stare into empty spaces and went into deep thinking.alot went through my mind.i cannot decipher what i want ,what i want to do in the future and the present and how my life would be.fell asleep through the jouney.but luckily woke up at commonwealth area.just as i was preparing myself to talk to the advisor for ME.kai told me that they only accept SLs from their foc camps.i am totally dissapointed in the fact that im not able to join the comm and its really unfair to me cause i never received their letters informing about the SLs for the camp.gosh.its just totally unfair.sorry for the wordy post,i just have to pour it out.like what the coach said:Life Sucks.seriously it does :(
hope you guys have a great week ahead.cheers people.

-how can you tell the sun not to shine when clouds exist,
how can ask leaves not to fall when wind exists,
how can you tell me not to fall in love when you exist.