Dear Elvea,

I think writing letters for such a joyous occasion is too mainstream. Here I am,not packed for Bali but writing you a Christmas post for you,you better start being appreciative. You know yourself that you are such a prick in my life with all that constant nagging and scoldings but I know deep inside you care for me. I know you don't want ME to hurt me. You don't want to see me die by my own hands. I really appreciate how you always look out for me although at times you may forget my existence but itzzzokay. Thank you for all the things you've done for me which I can never repay back to you. You have always been very supportive of my aspirations I have for myself. I'm really really thankful for having you in my life cause without you there wouldn't be humour for me to laugh at! HAHAHA! You believed in me when no one would and when I myself wouldn't. You have always stick by my side,guiding me when I go astray or when my demons gets the better of me. You always had my back and you'll never let me down. This year 2014 was supposedly a good year for me but I feel that it is still a good year cause I've learnt alot out of this year and probably you would have too. 2015 is coming round the corner,let's,let go of all the things that don't make us better and cut off all of the things that brings us down. Going back to the past which is already lost doesn't change anything in the future,neither bringing the past back into the future would do any good.  I want you to always remember that I would always be here for you anytime any day whenever you need me to be. I'll keep a lookout for you like how you had done for me. 2014 may have been such a bad year through tough days,through all the challenges we faced everyday but we both must always remember that we have each other. I want you to be who you are and not think of what people think of you. Be that Princess and I'm saying this doesn't mean you can be all princessy next year.... I know I may sometimes be an annoying prick but that is tough love my friend. HAHAHA! When you read this I'll probably be on the plane to Bali already,(FINALLY FREEDOM FROM YOU :> ) so I say put your hands up and we toast to a brand new year, a brand new chapter in our lives, to a brand new beginning, to an awesome year ahead. Take care of yourself BEST BUDDY and I'll see you next year. Till then... I wish you all the best in whatever you do, God Bless &  MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU~

    

REMEMBER: To be yourself, be who you are and not worry about what people think of you.

With Love,
Mannan Abdul

i will be back again,
i promise.

life have been quite a routine after exams.NOT MANY MAJOR CLUBBING TRIPS-PLEASE TAKE NOTE.i have been exploring singapore and its tiny island for abit.yes,im talking about sentosa's universal studios.the place is damn ________.if you were to pay 66bucks for it,im going to tell you its worth every single cent.

let me see,a few major birthday the past weeks. zhixian bud, piggy, angel ng, manda yeo , jing ting.HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKAY PEOPLE.HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES,FANTASIES,DREAMS ALL COME TRUE K.HOHOHO!

as much as i dont wanna think about school,im living in fear of failing my modules.please dont call me telling me i would fail.for now just have fun till results come out,then cry for awhile then comes the mundane school life.but for now just have as much fun as you can.

so im gonna book in for camp tomorrow noon for foc trial camp,perhaps after that i could get a job over at the it fair.earn abit for the upcoming bkk trip with the lovely people.im gonna do my dreadlocks there.shiok!eat a little bit of grasshopper or crickets.anybody wants me to ta pao back to sg?heh.

so i hope you people party hard,have fun in the sun and leave your worries and sorrows far away k.for the people on attachment,dont frown and please be happy that your holidays is filled.so stay happy and cheerful people.have a great weekend (Y).

took my IA paper on friday,went for steamboat over @syndris's.had fun 21-ing and eating all the many many foood.photos are up on faceboook (Y).

so had countless dinner and supper with russ,bert and val.caught up for a bit before russ set sail for the seven seas to the grand line.and bert back to duty.so its gonna be a month before russ comes back to homeland.

so im halfway through my exams.still mugging or rather re-studying for the 2 remaining papers.(Y) dont talk about the past 2 papers,already dead and gone.i guess this time tradition would be broken and we will see the fall of a bright student.LOL!will try my best not to repeat too many modules.if not jia rat.so im gonna spend abit of my saturday in school going through thermofuckingdynamics.

my life is pretty average and mundane right now,thus pardon me for the lag of updates.i dont have so much photos to photospam this place.but i just realised i got so many people who hate me.well that isnt so bad.im sure everyone have their fair share of haters and lovers.i ownself do hate people in school,i really mean hate them.you can hate me for all i care,cause i dont give a flying fuck(Y)

to all those still having papers,goodluck.have a great weekend to come.study hard,play hard.(Y)

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Zhixian : he got ask me meet up once,go chill have some drink,fuck fear drink beer.lol!island creamery,lets go!

Yong quan ur lover : well thanks for coming to my space,keyboard warrior.am i going around making too much noise for you?oh if i ever shouted at you,im so sorry yeahs.i didnt ask to be so "popular",why are you so concerned?are you somewhat jealous?i am fat no doubt about that,but you are someone i dont know,so it doesnt matter.oh man,i feel so insulted by that comment.(Y) everyone out there is definitely hated by someone else,what makes you so special that nobody hates you.you can hate me,but someone out there might hate you.cheers (Y)

so the past week was rather bad too.skipped too many classes which isnt healthy.and everyday seems more fucked up.i screwed my tests,tutorials not done and dont talk about online quizzes.got this feeling another 6months extra in np.well lets see what the awaken mannan,valli and ian can do to make me pass all the modules.it would be a miracle though.

over the weekends we really spent well sleeping at home,slept my sat away.it does feel different walking outside after not leaving my room for 2 days.depression much.well i gotta kick this habit of sleeping late and waking up super late too.making me miss morning classes.fuckatat.

so on a gloomy sunday evening,met up with bertman,russman,valman and manman.went for dinner at ameen before we start our random talk-cock-love-sharing-session.had a really great time laughing our ass off at all the inside joke.*ding dong* (guess who?).we lepaked through the evening before russman have to leave for camp.hes booking in tonight and booking out tomorrow afternoon.wtphuck -.-. AND AMEEN NASI AYAM PENYET IS REALLY THE SEXIEST THING I EVER ATE.(Y)

so im right awake right now,afraid to fall into deep slumber only to wake up in the afternoon.presentation later at 9am,seriously man.so in the coming weeks,im going to be grinding my books,talk books,see books and eat books.seriously got to do some work.lets all pray that exams would be over soon enough to see us back down on the dancefloor,heh!hope you guys have a "great" week to come.(Y)

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MAISIE : yeahs too freaking hungry already,im not drunk btw ^^

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so friday came and i went to school for nothing.NNH(taught by bud)!classmates all skipped class so bo pian must have the togetherness.lol!so slacked in school for abit before heading home.buddy call up and we met at holiday inn.i thought i was late but someone was even later,so whose late in the end.LOL!

met sheryl chio and laksana before heading down to jie wei 18th partayyy.so it started kinda relac before circle of death decided my fate that night.halfway through the night i dont know what i was doing.i remembered jumping the drain,running after yat and merlioning.besides that i cant really recall.the worst part have yet to come,the hangover.this seriously sucks.i know buddy sure scared if i vomit in the train.LOL!bluarghhhh.

my sat and sun was spent with bwx,huatzai and noside.we travelled from the alley to bugis to the city.we lepak,relac,sing song,makan and shop.we pranked call complete my muttons style and scared tio our mother sons in the bus.LOL!

so here comes another week of ___________.life is such a bore when it is like a routine right?let exams be over and done with so everybody can lepak,sounds good.and then i will have time to chase faster.lol!so i hope everyone will have a great week ahead,stay healthy and happy always!

let me end with this:

im going for this dreads.

so the past week have been rather slack for me as i did not attend many classes.i know im sure to fail,my modules.fug man.school is quite a bore,but when you go to school,when you board the bus and tell yourself,im sure to see her today just makes you wanna be in school.it does happen to all,im sure im not the only one.lecturers nagging and stuff fall on deaf ears but you will know the consequences.

the weekends were well spent with bert and co. over at holland v.we spend most of our time slacking.and doing nothing till dota.stayed home hungry for most of my weekends.power not.and theres tomorrow,wow im so dead.wednesday practical test gets me wondering why i am even in engineering.the reason why engineering have mean teachers cause they have students like us.

okays i got to hop onto bed and get the beauty sleep.have a great week ahead people.

goodluck for your test tomorrow :)